Tuesday, 21 September 2010
@ 7:13 pm
dear mommy,
mom, its me adek, its been a while mama nada. sedih ku. seriously, i can't stop thinking of you, how you used to smile! i miss the days with you. *cries inside. i didn't show anyone when i'm crying and such. i just want it to be between me and my mama.
tadi dad bawa visit mama, but lala tidur. so, i was thinking if i did follow dad tadi, lala menangis. so, i accompanied her till dad gets back, its time for me to take a nap for a while. i dreamt of you. wearing your brown jubah and mama tengok tv ah in my dream. sedihku liat. but you're smiling towards me. i don't know who else were in my dream but i just can see you and me.
mom, can you please come and meet me in my dream tonight? even if its just for a while, i would love to see you. cause right now, i'm missing you so much. selalunya ada denganku ni, ani mama nada. its different. i was hoping that you would be here, but i started to think back that its already fate.
can you hear me, mom? every words that i said? =( sometimes i just can't hold back the tears within me. i want to cry so bad.
I thank Allah for having such beautiful families. thanks for supporting us and always gave us strength to move on with life.
atu bah ma, i want you here with us. :'((((((((
alfatihah buat Ibuku, SITI HASLINA BINTI HJ HIDUP.
withlove, sincerely,
your daughter.
