Friday, 3 September 2010
@ 11:43 am
I lost a great, wonderful mom, a perfect wife to my papa, bestest friend, a teacher, and a very special person to me. I love you, mom. And will always do. Everything reminds me of you here and all I can do now is said my prayers for you. I missed things the way it should be. I miss your hugs, your laughter, your everything. I am not strong enough, we all knew that but I will try my best to keep you proud up there. I cried every seconds, I hug your clothes to sleep, I look at your picture all time, I imagined of you being here with me. I just cant face this world alone, mama. I cant stand seeing you lying down at hospital. I cant afford seeing you wont be able to move though your heart is the only organ thats beating, and its beating for us. Its hard to just let go this feelings, but I know, you wouldn't want to see me cry.
Al fatihah, mama.
Labels: 21th july 2010
