Thursday, 30 September 2010
@ 7:22 pm
ibu ku tersayang, yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah. Al Fatihah.
its me, adik. mom, i miss you. seeing the picture that i've uploaded above really wanna make me cry. tu baju mama ah, selalu mama pakai anu gardening atu. :'b heheh. rindu mama eh. *cries.
okay, i must not let mama see me cry. sorry, mom. i just can't help it.
sometimes, i tell myself when my mama balik dari vacation. so that i can see her again, cause i'm missing her so much. forgive me for my wrong doings towards you, mom. if i ever made you angry or buat mama paning memikir pasal aku, i'm truly sorry. i didn't mean to. *sigh.
mom, come visit me okay? your daughter really need you at this time. i miss how you used to ask me to get the remote control for the tv, and you said i love you deeq. aww. i miss it. somehow i want you to come back to us and live life as we normally do. but then, i think again, how possible the things i've asked might be. but ibu, hear this. if i could turn back time, i would take good care of you, yknow. sometimes, i blame myself. i don't know why. i just want you back. no one really knows how hurt this is inside cause i never let it show.
bye ibu, sayang mama.
with love, sincerely,
your daughter.
