Sunday, 12 September 2010
@ 10:17 am
mama's garden. see mom, lawaaa. kalau ada mama ni, gardening ni patang patang. :P
we were supposed to be moving month back.
wish you could be here.
so mom, Its the third day of Raya. and today we stayed home, ada makan makan for ngahs and usu before they leaves for further study out from Brunei, am I right? boring raya kami ma, its different than always. we got no plan kemana kan pigi apa. we're losing direction. 49 days without you, yes i make sure everysecond count, cause losing you is like losing every bits of our happiness.. yesterday, kami ke Lumut. big sis did not came with us cause today kaka ada exams. too bad, but we didn't stay there long.
also days back, we went to visit you dikubur. I talked something to you right ma? i bet you can hear everysingle words we've said. it's already fate, theres nothing else we can do. we do love you, but Allah loves you more.
mom, I'm gonna curl my hair soon just like what we've both planned before puasa ah. :) but too bad you wont be here to watch me and my new hair. :b they got their new haircut, but me saja not yet. heheh. i'm sure you'll know how i look tu, you're above, watching our steps. everytime. I miss you, ma. seriously do. i said my prayers to you everynight, every time whenever you crossed my mind. always, mother. heheh. you be safe there, ma. we love you. come visit us, okay? :)
love you sincerely,
your daughter.
