Thursday, 7 October 2010
@ 9:02 pm
mother,
2 more days left till your beautiful birthday. all i can do now is said my prayers towards you. thats the bestest present for a special mom like you could ever get.
then, its baby's turn for her birthday. when it turn to mine, i would just want to have a dream for my present. with you in it. i love you, mama.
hey mother, ainin's PSR had just finished. now, lets pray for her sucess in all sof the papers. if only you could be here to face all these with us. how great that would be. i wondered how would life be if you're here by our side, but hear this mom, although you're far from our sight, you will always be near to our hearts. we love you so much.
just now, at school. our english teacher gave us a test on creative writings. i did a composition about you. every single words and every details about you. you should see it and i knew how proud you will be as soon as you got the chance to read it.
for your 4oth birthday, we will have tahlil. :') we cared, and will always love you no matter what happened. mom, i miss you so bad. :'( all i ever wanted now, is to see you once more. if thats possible. :'(
AL FATIHAH BUAT IBUKU, SITI HASLINA BT HAJI HIDUP. SEMOGA ROHNYA DICUCURI RAHMAT. AMIN.
gotta go, mom. sayang mama.
sincerely, with love.
yourdaughter.
Wednesday, 6 October 2010
@ 8:10 pm
dear mother,
3 more days and its your birthday. your 40th birthday. how i wish you're here. for the million times, i miss you. so much that i don't know what else to do when you're out of sight.
mom, you're doing okay there am i right? these moment, i would like to seek for forgiveness and said sorry if i ever did things that have hurt you deep inside. honestly, i didn't mean to. mom, please take good care of yourself, okay?
please come visit me in my dream, because your daughter misses you so much that she can't even stand a tear that she keeps within all these times.
so, ainin is currently having her PSR examination, mom. I hope she's doing good in everysingle paper. me, ngah la and kaka had been her teachers for these past days. heheh. kalau ada mama, mama ni ajar ya. :p bagi ya tution. nada ya betidur tu. HAHAH. sayang mama. ;)
my exams will be on the 26th november which is weeeeeks left. :( don't worry. i'll beat them in my class. i'll work hard just for you, ibu.
by the way, I MISS YOUR COOKING. :"( dimalam i dreamt you in the kitchen buat mama punya tom yam tu ma? :p liked we have promised to do it together during fasting month but instead, you're away from sight. i love you, mom. no words can describe how much you truly meant to me.
kay mom, i'm a bit busy teaching ainin here. love you. be back tomorrow! ;) you take good care, mom.
AL FATIHAH BUAT IBU KU YANG TERSAYANG. SEMOGA ROH NYA DICUCURI RAHMAT. AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN. :')
with love, sincerely
your daughter.