Wednesday, 6 October 2010
@ 8:10 pm
dear mother,
3 more days and its your birthday. your 40th birthday. how i wish you're here. for the million times, i miss you. so much that i don't know what else to do when you're out of sight.
mom, you're doing okay there am i right? these moment, i would like to seek for forgiveness and said sorry if i ever did things that have hurt you deep inside. honestly, i didn't mean to. mom, please take good care of yourself, okay?
please come visit me in my dream, because your daughter misses you so much that she can't even stand a tear that she keeps within all these times.
so, ainin is currently having her PSR examination, mom. I hope she's doing good in everysingle paper. me, ngah la and kaka had been her teachers for these past days. heheh. kalau ada mama, mama ni ajar ya. :p bagi ya tution. nada ya betidur tu. HAHAH. sayang mama. ;)
my exams will be on the 26th november which is weeeeeks left. :( don't worry. i'll beat them in my class. i'll work hard just for you, ibu.
by the way, I MISS YOUR COOKING. :"( dimalam i dreamt you in the kitchen buat mama punya tom yam tu ma? :p liked we have promised to do it together during fasting month but instead, you're away from sight. i love you, mom. no words can describe how much you truly meant to me.
kay mom, i'm a bit busy teaching ainin here. love you. be back tomorrow! ;) you take good care, mom.
AL FATIHAH BUAT IBU KU YANG TERSAYANG. SEMOGA ROH NYA DICUCURI RAHMAT. AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN. :')
with love, sincerely
your daughter.
