Thursday, 9 December 2010
@ 7:11 pm
sometimes, I blame myself for what had happened to you. I realized the mistakes that I had done to you, I felt like If only I was there with you. things will be alright.
Mom, I never thought you would be gone as a blink of an eye. If I can see this coming, I would do whatever it takes to heal you. By the time I saw you in the hospital, with medicines being put inside you, needles being push in every parts of your organ really upsets me and tear me inside. knowing that your heart is the only organ that's beating, and its beating for us cause you know how hard it will be for us to live life without you.
But mom, its better for us to deal with all that, its too hard to see you suffer. I constantly think about the day that I loose you.
Al Fatihah buat Ibuku. :')
sincerely, your daughter.
